Monsters

 
I have tried it all
To get the monsters in my soul
Smoking them out
Drowning them in alcohol
Poisoning them with pills
Putting them to sleep with green happiness
Bleeding them out
And yet every night they whisper
I am here
I will always be here
As long as you are here

The present

I asked, of a sage, to give me the way;
He gave me the answer... the right words to say...

"Treat the present moment as holy,
  and holy will be the moment's present.
Treat the ones you will meet as yourself,
  then you will learn that they're heaven sent.

Treat yourself with love and respect,
  and you will soon realize that you are true Love;
Treat your heart as the door to the soul,
  and you will soon learn that You Are from Above.

Nothing in life is an accident,
There is no chance or coincidence.

All that IS has always been,
Everything is from within.

Change the way you look at things
  to change the things you look at;
Change the way you see the light
  to change yourself into that.

You Are everything You want.
  You Are everything You need.
You Are nothing that you aren't.
  You Are everything you seek.

Choose to believe,
Choose to receive,
Choose to accept
That you are what you see.

This then, will teach you,
That You have it all;
Just let your Self reach you,
And down blessings fall.

Love yourself.
  Love one another.
Love the Now.
  And look no further."

Back to School Healthy Choices

 

 

I love these new choices, I think it will help a lot more this time !

 

Hehe.....

 

 

Now I know this have nothing to do with school healthy choices, but at least it says the truth about school. :)

 

 

xoxo

A Lover

I am a lover.

A lover of the forest.
The calm and green trees
Hiding secrets under their leaves
You'll maybe never know.

I am a lover of the ocean.
The wild and blue waves
With white crowns of foam
Drifting slowly on the sand.


I am a lover of the fields.
The long and golden grains
With the  sun above
Setting, leaving red afterglow.


I am a lover of the meadows.
The soft and mossy soil.
With tiny flowers
Cradling their heads to the evening song of the insects.

I am a lover.

Chase Myself

Where'd you go, self?
Where are you?
Are you hiding away,
or afraid to shine through?

Why don't you come
around anymore?
Did you get swept
up in the world?

Did you change who you are?
Did you buy a disguise?
Are you the one hiding,
or did I close my eyes?

Do you just have
too much to do?
Or am I the one
who's too busy for you?

Are you too ashamed
to show your face?
Why are you running?
Unlike others, I'll chase.

I'll be back
In a few days.
I've got to find myself,
Before I'm too far away.

I AM FREE OF THE PAST

  " What you need to know about the past is that no matter what has happened, it has all worked together to bring you to this very moment.  And this is the moment you can choose to make everything new. Right Now. "

My Heart Bleeds In Every Shade Of You...

 I hear my fate,
 Surrounding your every touch and my heart bleeds in every shade of you.
 Because of you,
 The colors of my life have become a golden sea of happiness,
 Your sweet love...
 breaths into.
 You fulfill every dream that has ever exhaled into the deepest parts of my heart.
  Dearest,
  My soul runs to you whispering
 " I have arrived with no end to my trust,
   From your side...
I will not part ".

What to believe?!

 

   

   See I've seen devils, I've seen saints.

   I've seen the lines between them fade.

   I've seen pictures with no meaning

   and I don't know what to believe!.

Father to son on his deathbed.

Sing with the water, Dance with the bees. Travel the world, And sail on seas. Learn to enjoy the moments you have. For now is eternal, Yet time moves so fast. Learn to love, And love to learn. Light your passion, And let it burn. Reach someone, Touch longing lives. We are all one, Together we fight. Let go of hurt, Learn to forgive. Understand others, We're all new at this. One day you'll see, You'll blink and wake up; and then you'll teach your son to grow up. 

Disappear...

    I wish the curling silver ghosts of smoke,  freeing themselves from my cigarette, could take me with them and I would softly disappear.

Sugarland - Stay

                        What a sad song...

How To: Hair Bow

How To: Hair Bow

A few weeks ago I posted a picture of a hair bow I did on a bride. After I posted the picture I got a lot of emails requesting a step-by-step for it. So I made one!

1. Begin by taking one small section of hair from each side of your head. The bigger the sections, the bigger the bow.

2. Tie the two sections together with an elastic to create a half ponytail. Don't pull the ends through the elastic the last time you wrap it to create a loop like the picture on the right.

3. Split the loop in half to create two smaller loops and clip one loop aside for later.

4. Use your fingers to spread out the loop and push it flat against your head into a bow shape. Insert one bobby pin going from top to bottom and one going from bottom to top.

5. Repeat on the opposite side to finish the bow shape.

6. Pick up the remaining ends of the ponytail and wrap them up and around the elastic to hide it. Secure it with bobby pins underneath.

Ta-da!

       

I'm happy now!

 

I'm very sad. Before years from now I was lost but i did not know that! I was rude and always sad or unhappy! but since i've had known something called Tennis I have changed forever I've become more respectable person, I start reading and I have become dreaming more! yes I'm dreaming about playing Tennis and become a Champion! Do you believe that I could not even play it! I couldn't play it because my dad says :" Who will take you to the  Tennis Club, I do not have time for this " I don't know what to say ! I've cried alot and maybe more than alot but nobody knows that! I start writing about my feelings after that conversation, and guess what? I've become a little more better! and tried to move on! but I could not continue doing that! So I decided to start again but this time I'll be doing it on my own with no help! I know it will be hard but i will not stop believing and i will not give up! I hope that my story has inspired you :) by the way this is my life story(it is true) I'll be continue writing about it.